Cyber Rendezvous

Kink confession time: I love to watch men masturbate online. Something about seeing them touch themselves, hearing their groans, watching their semen burst from their cocks in streams and spurts, all while seated comfortably in my own home. It’s the ultimate booty call – you watch him get off, he watches you get off, then when you’re both done you log off and go back to your regular lives.

When I was single I used to love cybersex, and my list of cyber paramours included local part-time lovers with busy work schedules, long-distance flings, and the occasional anonymous stranger that I would meet via chat rooms. Whenever I was in the mood for some fun and no one local was available, I would just log in to one of my semi-anonymous accounts that I set up specifically for video chats, knowing that at least one of my cyber buddies would be online.

My lover has told me on various occasions that he doesn’t care what I do online, as long as it never affects our day to day life. As a result, most of my cybersex now occurs with distant strangers, people who I have never met in real life and never will. At first, I found myself missing cybersex with people who I know, but this form of anonymous sex has proven to be highly liberating.

For those who are curious, I’ll detail one of my favorite cyber sessions after the jump:

Farewell to the Doc

I once posted about my first vibrator, which I whimsically refer to as "Doc". Doc was a good vibrator, and while he wasn't the best model out there, he managed to serve me well over the last several years. Unfortunately, I managed to break Doc about a month ago, and I now find myself sans battery-operated-boyfriend.

A part of me is amused, to have broken a vibrator, but the rest of me is just plain frustrated. I have plenty of other toys, and Doc can still serve as a non-vibrating dildo, but that vibrating stimulation is something I will sorely miss. I have begun searching for a suitable replacement, but I cannot decide if I want to buy something completely different or if I would rather just buy another Doc. The possibilities abound. Until I make that decision, I've decided to spend my time experimenting with other sex toys, to better understand the variety of sensations that these toys can provide.

... who am I kidding? I'm just horny as all hell. Sex is great, but I'm only having it once or twice a day and manual masturbation can get repetitive after awhile. These toys are often a godsend, and each one provides a uniquely singular experience.

Something that I've recently taken an interest in are ben wa balls. Though they aren't sex toys in the traditional sense, their assistance in kegel exercises is much appreciated by both myself and my partner, and their small size means that they can be left in during sex while their weight means that they provide a variety of pleasant sensations during my lover's thrustings. The sensation is almost as if my lover's cock has two heads, simultaneously stimulating me in different directions. The ben wa balls that I purchased are rather small in size (3/4 inch), which means that they don't provide enough stimulation on their own to ignite an orgasm, but their presence makes me constantly aware of my vaginal muscles' movements, which is erotic in its own subtle way. I would like to purchase a larger set, or possibly a set that vibrates, to better appreciate their many different pleasures :)

Oh My!

It's been such a long time since I've written. This is partially because life became hectic for several months, but it's mainly because I forgot what email I used for this account. Luckily, that information has been restored to me, and I shall begin blogging of my past and recent sexploits for the foreseeable future.

Porn is AWESOME

I was never a big fan of porn. It's not that I don't enjoy watching people have sex, because I most definitely do, but watching women pretend to enjoy their sexual encounters is rather boring. I refuse to fake an orgasm, so why should I watch some stranger fake one? As I got tired of watching women faking it, my world of porn watchability decreased to hentai and some gay porn (at least both partners orgasm), but I recently realized that there is a way to make straight porn interesting - watch it with a partner.

On Saturday my partner and I were at his apartment, our plans to play tennis canceled by a surprise storm. As we lay about listless and bored, I proposed that we put his laptop to good use and find something entertaining to watch. I had asked him before about whether or not he watched porn (he said yes, but not often), and I thought it would be interesting to see exactly what kinds of videos he watched.

At first he seemed nervous over the prospect, as he had never watched porn with another person before (neither had I, to be honest). But after some cajoling and earlobe nibbling he went to a website and found a link that seemed promising, and we began to watch it together. I have to say, it was a highly entertaining experience. Every touch seemed to have a magnified response, and when the woman in the video began to blow the guy I responded by wrapping my own mouth around his dick, making him give a moan that caused me to quiver down to my core. It only took a few minutes of my eager administrations for him to have a very fulfilling and voluminous orgasm, and I had to swallow as quickly as I could in order to keep myself from choking.

While I thought this would mean our fun would be at a sort of an end, my partner disagreed. He began to lavish his attention on me, and his kisses and caresses quickly got me aroused. He began sucking and biting my already hard nipples, and within a couple of minutes of hearing my gasps and moans his body decided to respond as well. He flipped me onto my stomach and, grabbing my hips, began to pound into me with a level of fierceness that I never associated with this particular partner. My moans turned to screams as his harsh poundings quickly drove me to an almost ferocious orgasm. Still not satisfied, he continued thrusting his now-rigid cock into my intensely sensitive body, drawing me into yet another orgasm which was soon followed by his own.

We lay next to each other for a few moments, the only sound that of our labored breathing. After I caught my breath, I decided to test his reaction time. Pulling him close, I began to apply light kisses along his neck, my fingers slowly trailing their way down his body. I lightly began to stroke his cock, slowly causing him to be erect once more. This time we made love slowly, our bodies sliding against each other slowly and rhythmically, kissing and caressing each other until I came gasping his name, his orgasm following not long after.

He and I both agreed that pornographic videos were something we would definitely be including in our foreplay arsenal from now on.

Happy New Years

I hope that everyone here managed to have a fun and sexy New Year!! I decided that 2011 is the year for all my desires to be fulfilled and all my lusts to be satisfied, and I am glad to say that I definitely rang in the New Year right.

The original plan was to go to a party downtown with the boy toy, and at first things were alright. Around 10 we decided that the party didn't pick up the way we wanted, so we chose to go back to my apartment and celebrate the New Year at my place, which is where the real fun began.

After a couple glasses of rum and some cake, we were in a rather good mood, so boy toy and I concurred that the traditional New Year's kiss just wasn't festive enough. We started stripping each other while making out on my living room couch, but soon found ourselves on the floor, running our hands across each others' bodies as if it was the first time. When the clock struck midnight he pushed into me, moaning as we welcomed the new year with our lust. My back arched and my ankles wrapped around his neck, his long cock pounded into me with a ferocity which almost brought me to tears. My pussy clenched tighter and tighter around his dick, until I finally couldn't hold back and released into my first orgasm of the year, soon followed by a second. Boy toy was a true gentleman, and waited for my second orgasm to complete before he came as well.
We laid on the floor for a few minutes, til boy toy surprised me by getting hard again, and so we rewarded this good fortune with an exciting round of anal sex. Boy toy had never had anal before (his ex was a prude), and the new sensation was strong enough for him that I only had time to orgasm once before he came (not that I'm complaining, he was rather intense in his ministrations).

We took a quick shower together (conserve water, guys!) and headed off to bed. Snuggled close together, boy toy started stroking my nipples, and with a low moan I turned to him and began to make out with him again. Climbing on top of me, he slowly slid his cock into my pussy, and began to move slowly in and out. We fucked slowly for hours until we both had orgasms so explosive that it felt like our bodies were going to split in two (well, that's how it felt for me). With our energy finally spent, we turned to bed exhausted but fully satisfied.

While I thoroughly enjoyed having sex three times that night, I have to say that we might have over done things a bit - I couldn't walk right the next day and a half. I think that is a worthy price to pay for such a good time. :) I can't wait until he and I have a sex marathon like this again.

Monogamy Land

I never thought that my sex life would get in the way of my writing life, but I guess there's a first time for everything. This man is over at my place ALL THE TIME. While this fact would usually annoy me to no end, I actually enjoy his constant presence. This may have something to do with his ability to become aroused whenever I desire, but who knows, maybe it's more then that.

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Yeah right. What's more enjoyable than sex 2-4 times a day? Especially when it's orgasm-guaranteed sex? Very few men are considerate enough to make sure the woman cums every time. I like this. When they said that nice guys finish last they weren't kidding.

Pathetic

So for reasons unknown to me, my sister chose to move into the apartment next door to mine, and ended up choosing the bedroom that shares a wall with mine. While I originally tried my best to move my bed so that it would make the least noise, I ultimately gave up and chose the warmest place for my bed, which unfortunately is rather close to her wall. I've done my best to keep things quiet, but I will admit that on occasion things get carried away and I get a bit loud, which happens when one has a satisfying sex life.

Since she has moved in last August, I have recieved complaints about the noises which come from my room, not from my sister, but from her moocher of a boyfriend. This man does not go to school, and only got a job this last week. This means that since he moved in at the beginning of August, he has not contributed towards rent, utilities, or food, and his current part time pay seems to go for his booze fund and little else. As he is not on the lease, he isn't in the apartment legally, and as such he rarely leaves the apartment, making it very difficult to schedule naughty activities at a time when people would be least disturbed.

I have finally gotten sick of his passive aggressive comments and his attempts at being clever. I officially told my sister that she needs to keep her sad excuse of a man in line, otherwise I will unfurl the bitch flag and let them see exactly how difficult I can make life.

Moral of this story: DO NOT PISS ME OFF.