Farewell to the Doc

I once posted about my first vibrator, which I whimsically refer to as "Doc". Doc was a good vibrator, and while he wasn't the best model out there, he managed to serve me well over the last several years. Unfortunately, I managed to break Doc about a month ago, and I now find myself sans battery-operated-boyfriend.

A part of me is amused, to have broken a vibrator, but the rest of me is just plain frustrated. I have plenty of other toys, and Doc can still serve as a non-vibrating dildo, but that vibrating stimulation is something I will sorely miss. I have begun searching for a suitable replacement, but I cannot decide if I want to buy something completely different or if I would rather just buy another Doc. The possibilities abound. Until I make that decision, I've decided to spend my time experimenting with other sex toys, to better understand the variety of sensations that these toys can provide.

... who am I kidding? I'm just horny as all hell. Sex is great, but I'm only having it once or twice a day and manual masturbation can get repetitive after awhile. These toys are often a godsend, and each one provides a uniquely singular experience.

Something that I've recently taken an interest in are ben wa balls. Though they aren't sex toys in the traditional sense, their assistance in kegel exercises is much appreciated by both myself and my partner, and their small size means that they can be left in during sex while their weight means that they provide a variety of pleasant sensations during my lover's thrustings. The sensation is almost as if my lover's cock has two heads, simultaneously stimulating me in different directions. The ben wa balls that I purchased are rather small in size (3/4 inch), which means that they don't provide enough stimulation on their own to ignite an orgasm, but their presence makes me constantly aware of my vaginal muscles' movements, which is erotic in its own subtle way. I would like to purchase a larger set, or possibly a set that vibrates, to better appreciate their many different pleasures :)