Cyber Rendezvous

Kink confession time: I love to watch men masturbate online. Something about seeing them touch themselves, hearing their groans, watching their semen burst from their cocks in streams and spurts, all while seated comfortably in my own home. It’s the ultimate booty call – you watch him get off, he watches you get off, then when you’re both done you log off and go back to your regular lives.

When I was single I used to love cybersex, and my list of cyber paramours included local part-time lovers with busy work schedules, long-distance flings, and the occasional anonymous stranger that I would meet via chat rooms. Whenever I was in the mood for some fun and no one local was available, I would just log in to one of my semi-anonymous accounts that I set up specifically for video chats, knowing that at least one of my cyber buddies would be online.

My lover has told me on various occasions that he doesn’t care what I do online, as long as it never affects our day to day life. As a result, most of my cybersex now occurs with distant strangers, people who I have never met in real life and never will. At first, I found myself missing cybersex with people who I know, but this form of anonymous sex has proven to be highly liberating.

For those who are curious, I’ll detail one of my favorite cyber sessions after the jump:

Farewell to the Doc

I once posted about my first vibrator, which I whimsically refer to as "Doc". Doc was a good vibrator, and while he wasn't the best model out there, he managed to serve me well over the last several years. Unfortunately, I managed to break Doc about a month ago, and I now find myself sans battery-operated-boyfriend.

A part of me is amused, to have broken a vibrator, but the rest of me is just plain frustrated. I have plenty of other toys, and Doc can still serve as a non-vibrating dildo, but that vibrating stimulation is something I will sorely miss. I have begun searching for a suitable replacement, but I cannot decide if I want to buy something completely different or if I would rather just buy another Doc. The possibilities abound. Until I make that decision, I've decided to spend my time experimenting with other sex toys, to better understand the variety of sensations that these toys can provide.

... who am I kidding? I'm just horny as all hell. Sex is great, but I'm only having it once or twice a day and manual masturbation can get repetitive after awhile. These toys are often a godsend, and each one provides a uniquely singular experience.

Something that I've recently taken an interest in are ben wa balls. Though they aren't sex toys in the traditional sense, their assistance in kegel exercises is much appreciated by both myself and my partner, and their small size means that they can be left in during sex while their weight means that they provide a variety of pleasant sensations during my lover's thrustings. The sensation is almost as if my lover's cock has two heads, simultaneously stimulating me in different directions. The ben wa balls that I purchased are rather small in size (3/4 inch), which means that they don't provide enough stimulation on their own to ignite an orgasm, but their presence makes me constantly aware of my vaginal muscles' movements, which is erotic in its own subtle way. I would like to purchase a larger set, or possibly a set that vibrates, to better appreciate their many different pleasures :)

Oh My!

It's been such a long time since I've written. This is partially because life became hectic for several months, but it's mainly because I forgot what email I used for this account. Luckily, that information has been restored to me, and I shall begin blogging of my past and recent sexploits for the foreseeable future.